Hello Everyone,
     First I would like to say how much I have missed doing the newsletter. The past few years have been amazing; those of you who have been there have seen many changes in their lives as well as my life and that reflected greatly on the business. I wrote in my journal awhile back that I felt as though I was standing in the eye of a tornado and if I stuck my hands out I would be ripped to shreds. Since 1999 when I participated in a “heart journey” A contract with the Divine, spoken, written and signed on a special day that consisted of a rare alignment of stars, in the pattern of the Star Tetrahedron or Star of David as it is more widely known. Little did I know that I should have been a little more careful with the statements that I made, I said things like, I would like all people removed from my life who effect me negatively ( not knowing or realizing that most of my close relationships effected me that way) I can truly say I was amazed at how little I recognized this as I cared deeply for these people, never realizing that they effected me negatively. Well within a week I found out my marriage was a sham, and I decided to leave it. I moved to the country and started over, and over, and over. It seemed like my life and the business where unraveling at a high velocity. My best friend, got angry at me for something I had no part in what so ever, it was so ridiculous that even today I find it hard to believe that she also disappeared  from my life. I still  miss her very much, but again I got what I had asked for. The result of this divine contract also humbled me very much as I started to have financial difficulties, I couldn’t pay the bills, I couldn’t buy stock, many people stopped coming to the store and it just forced me into going back to the way I started, taking care of old stuff left undone, I went through my midlife crisis with a bang. I stopped giving classes, stopped doing many things that had always been such fun at the store, but I was disenchanted , burnt out and sick of the way things were. But I asked for it, finally ( I am a little thick headed!) I figured that I got what I had asked for. I also realized that I could ask for help and for things to get better and I believed that there was no where to go but up. I was unable to pay my rent and it was a matter of where did I need to go with all of this. These changes didn’t happen all at once,  they came as a series of synchronistic miracles that even as I am writing about them blow my mind. And the first one was actually the clearing of people that affected me emotionally and kept me in a holding pattern. I now realize that I had to clear my emotional body first, this was no easy task. I was forced to look at all my own short comings and my own personal integrity this was painful to say the least. All my disenchantment stemmed from the fact that I felt unsupported in my life, by Spirit, I felt I did all this light work , made all these sacrifices and still I was unable to support myself. I didn’t recognize that it led me to trying to take care of everything myself. Not trusting anymore. I had to admit that you just cannot go on that way as it is kind of like a genie in a bottle, your world gets smaller and smaller and you are cut off from so much.
     I went back to basics and tried to correct my own behaviors that had led to this mess. I sold most of my personal belongings. I hung in there with a dogged determination.  I worked hard for this I am going to make it work. I got a part time waitress job. This being a necessity, as all my computers died, my vehicles fell apart, etc. I then began to laugh at myself for I began to see that I most certainly could trust Spirit because I was getting everything I wrote for in that contract. And being as stubborn as I was the only way Spirit could make it happened was to take me out of my safe little rut and shake my very foundation, slam it to pieces and make me pick up the pieces, what a marvelous plan. Spirit had faith in me, and my stubbornness knowing all along that I would get through this a better person, a person now able to take every thing and run it straight through my heart and it changed my life forever. My readings changed, my personal relationships changed, I fell in Love , I got divorced , moved about ten times, between the store and my home, changed the name of the business, became physically ill, I went broke,  I laughed and I cried. All these things were a miraculous testament to the tenacity of the human spirit. I finally got to the point that I had a spiritual temper tantrum and challenged spirit, “If I can thru trust in the god force truly manifest a better life well I am ordering a miracle, you show me the way I will do the work”….. Did I learn nothing from the heart journey???? I fought the changes with as much determination as I asked for them with… I met and fell in Love with David, who is just who he says he is, pulls no punches, and of course knew how to have a good relationship and be a partner. I found out pretty quick that I was sorely lacking in partnership skills. Yet this man loved me enough to work through all of this with me, and slowly I began to trust him.  He proceeded to change my world and show me what could be created when two people work together. I can be stubborn, about things but slowly realized that David was the first man who wanted to see me succeed and didn’t want just a chief cook and bottle washer, although he would really like a home cooked meal now and again!  He found the new store and worked like a madman to get it ready and it is truly a miracle. I learned that good men are not just fantasy creatures. He has been there fixing , doing anything and everything he can to make this business thrive again. I so enjoy the partnership that we have created with love, I'm still learning, I bless his patience in me and his love for me everyday. Not to mention I always secretly wanted a man who could make things. Talk about dreams come true! Through all the love and support that spirit sent me I learned to let others help me. I learned to forgive those who had for their own reasons dropped out of my life.  I truly am learning that in order to truly manifest everything must be brought through the heart…my Resurrection is a miracle that has manifested with love and I hope that all of you who saw the business going downhill will rejoice in the fact that it survived when so many other businesses like mine closed. These past few years have been an initiation for all light workers, we have all been hit where we live and had to release all our fears, clear out our emotional bodies, trust absolutely in Spirit. As a collective many are still going thru it , I am sending a blessing and all the Grace I can muster to those going thru this initiation. These initiations are creating a higher frequency that we will all reach by our very willingness to let go of fear, even if we do it kicking and screaming as I did…. Just remember to Bless everyone at all times no matter what is going on in there lives, as we are all one, each time we bless someone we bless ourselves and each of us that understands this adds to the collective consciousness and helps raise the frequency for everyone, allowing more light in for all.       Jude

THE NEW ENERGY:

    In one of my newsletters in 1996, I wrote about a vision I had where I saw two earths superimposed one on top of the other and I had an understanding of a shift that was to come as I watched the earths slowly separate from one another. The meaning of this was yet to unfold. My inner awareness told me it was about a choice, which dimension each of us chooses to be in determines how we would experience the future. For example those who would not change from violence, old ways, and bad behaviors would stay in 3^rd dimensional awareness. Those who followed the heart path, cleared out old stuff, worked on their being, sincerely trying to make their lives better and used compassion would elevate themselves into the 4^th dimension and possibly beyond. I did not know at the time how long this would take, but felt that we would be able to coexist for awhile allowing all on the planet to pick their frequency even though they were not aware of it, some of us were aware and did much to help raise consciousness as much as possible.  Then came the clearing for many, everything that could go wrong did, how we made it through these changes, the choices that we made and are making in this moment determine where we will be. I now see a very distinct line between the haves and the have nots, the violent and the non violent etc. These lines are becoming more distinct. Many of you who live with or around negative people can no longer do so, this manifests in many parting of the ways and if you as a being do not have the courage to move away from the negativity you are choosing on a deep inner level to stay in that dimension with those people. We are being called to be responsible for our own being, to realize that we are not responsible for those beings who chose to be immersed in 3d negativity, you can pray for them , send them love, but only they can make the choice’s needed to join the new frequency of love and compassion. It is the reason so many relationships no longer work, we are coming to the point were we can no longer exist in compassion around those choosing negativity. We all have a choice we can remain in old energy fields or we can recreate our lives to help us move into the new frequencies.

You will know if you are in the old energy if you feel stuck, unhappy, have deep feelings inside that you need to change things in your life, you may even have many physical symptoms.

     You will also know if you are moving into the new energy if you have let go of things in your life that didn’t work, if you experience synchronicities, You move forward at a speed that astonishes you. You may feel physical symptoms as well as your body adjusts to higher frequencies. You feel a great need to have integrity in all that you do, you also start to feel and see dishonesty in others and many other wonderful things. Although the changes may not feel so wonderful when you are going through them, they can be quite painful.
     This year much of the inner work I had been doing finally started to show on the outside as I recreated new energy fields around myself. Many of you will move our have recently moved. This is to help us with the new energy, moving closer into what we dream of doing and being. Something seemed to be holding me back until this year, Now 2004 the shift is on and we can now move forward. It is like the past 4 or 5 years were a holding pattern and now we can move forward much easier. The work you have done in the past few years will determine the speed of your ability to manifest your dreams. Many of you have completely changed your lives and many of you are still changing on the inside and working toward changing the outer circumstances, many of you are just realizing that you must change. Where ever you are have faith that things are getting better you are getting better and you can now align yourself to the new energy and manifest your hearts desires. Sometimes you will feel like you are taking one step forward and then boom something else happens to hold you back, this is only the way it appears, each crisis is allowing you to recalibrate your energy, allowing you to make choices that bring change for the better. Fear is the most crippling emotion and fear held me back for a long while. I worked on clearing my chakras, clearing the past, cleaning my own junk out, and finally one day I realized I just wasn’t afraid anymore. I had to go to the depth of my being and experience everything that I was afraid of, so that I could walk through it and not be afraid anymore, I wish I could spare you all that but the only advice I can give you is to write a list of all the things you are afraid of and attack them first. If you are afraid to be alone, do it. If you are afraid of anything just go through it, or it will happen anyway as you pray to be more and do more to align yourself with spirit, these things will happen. For example I was afraid of poverty, I had to release that fear so what happened I went broke! Well I can tell you I am no longer afraid of it. I was shown how when we trust in spirit there is no true poverty.  This is why if you do not choose to walk into this new energy and let go and let god, you will experience everything you are afraid of. There is no room for fear in the new energy and we need to dump fear, and many other emotions that do not serve us anymore. Fear should be relegated to its primal function of alerting us to danger, not controlling or limiting our lives.
     Integrity is a key to the new energy. That is walking our walk and talking our talk. Being true to ourselves and others. Not misusing others, playing games, lying etc. This can be a difficult task as our society has taught us all to be liar and how to play the games. This has been something that I personally learned much about, you may find some don’t like the truth and some won’t like it when you have to be true to yourself, some you are close to may see it as a betrayal to them.  You can no longer live someone else’s life; you must live your own. I found this to be a painful part of my process, as I had built much of my life around making others happy, that when I decided to make myself happy many people in my life found it wasn’t what they had always gotten from me and so many moved away from me. This was because I was doing for them, at the expense of myself. Those in my life who truly loved me helped me through the changes and understood my need to be who I really am.  When we truly become ourselves we emanate a much cleaner energy, and attract others who we can truly be ourselves with and the combined energy is honesty and clarity. Along with integrity comes respect and mutual support. So if you are hanging onto people in your life that are not based on honesty, integrity, and mutual support now is the time to change that.  The window of time is getting shorter, and the two earths are starting to move apart. You can chose which dimension you want to experience, but you must also do the work to get there. Even if you are not conscious of the shift at all, you may have elevated your own being, just by becoming more honest with others, working on yourself etc….. Hope to see you all in the new energy! 

I will write more about the new frequency in future newsletters. If you have any questions about this article please feel free to email me at Msjudy@thejadefox.com

      I would like to thank a few women who love me and where there all along.  My Mom, Tina, Star, Melissa, Jann, Palma ,Robin, JoJo. I cannot even begin to tell you all how much I love you, and thank you for being there when I needed you the most, You have all laughed with me , cried with me, held me strong in the face of the hurricane, you are all awesome women who are all so powerful, together you’d all be like a pack of dynamite. If they ever wanted to end the war , all they would have to do is send you guys over there and you would figure it out and end It. You are the best and collectively a true testament to the above article, you are the new energy. Thanks for everything!